urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades Living makes me sick, so sick i wish i'd die. Mike 2004-02-21T00:27:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:6555 2004-02-21T00:27:57Z 2004-02-21T00:27:57Z Nirvana - Drain You/Breed Hello people, well recently ive been spending too much time/money in the beanscene with andy and assorted lads and recently lots of 5th year ladeez, the lads seem to like them.....obviously. anyway other than that, andys been round a few times and ive been out with young miss.lynn and am doin likewise tomorrow so its all good in da hood. laters<br /><br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:6197 2004-02-13T01:11:42Z 2004-02-13T01:11:42Z Nine Inch Nails - Heresy <h2>..Demands Devotion, Atrocities Done In His Name.</h2><br /><br />Well Kiddo's Last Night, I.E Wednesday night, i went to a gig by a band named 'Bloodstory', i can't say it was quite my thang, but i was in the zone nonetheless. Myself, Lynni, Claire And 'Harvey-Babe' were in attendance, so it was pretty fun, we drank cider in an alley, havent done that in agggges, i didnt have much tho, i just had a wee bit for sentimental value of course. I really, genuinely have gone off alchohol, makes me feel bleaugh, spesh southern comfort man, ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. gross. <br /> Anyways, Today myself and the man that is Mc.D hit the scene and had a coffee or two before walkin home and here i am. :D<br /><br />later<br />mike x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:5940 2004-02-10T19:10:41Z 2004-02-10T19:10:41Z Nine Inch Nails - The Fragile <h2>..I'm The Face In Your Dreams Of Glass. </h2><br /><br />today... is the greatest day i've.....nah :P, today was the day of the english pre-lim and it went pretty well i must say apart from writin two half-essays in the second paper, that may be my fatal error, thank god it was the prelim, my first essay was pretty beastly though. :D<br />Anyway, tomorrow is the day of the Maths Pre-lim HOORAY!...um.... nah. ach im sure ill be ok :) and tomoz afternoon im seein ms.lynni (apparently, remains to be seen if she'll turn up of course.) Anyhow, laters :)<br /><br />mike x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:5660 2004-02-07T16:25:45Z 2004-02-07T16:28:56Z Melissa Auf Der Maur - Skin Receiver <h2>..One Taste Of You, My Magdalena.</h2><br /><br />Last night i went to see A Perfect Circle who were amazin, also Melissa Auf Der Maur was supporting so that was excellent too. Sarah, Ed, Pam and me walked along to The Carling Academy and then qued for like 45mins :O :| in the bloody snow and rain but it was worth it :) also sarahs back was sore so we managed to convince the supervisor to let us into the seated bit which was good as it was a nice view :) then we left and sarah got a lift and i got a train to pollokshaws east where i made my return to the fabled 'Awkward Place' (DUN-DUN-DUUUN!) fortunately multilation was not incurred this time and it was just generally fun, nothin out the ordinary but it was good yeah :), then livie drove me and andy home. Today i got up at 9am, (ON A SATURDAY), for bastard maths but it wasnt that bad since i did learn i reckon. Anyways, Laters.<br /><br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:5514 2004-02-06T14:44:43Z 2004-02-06T14:57:27Z Tool - Maynard's Dick <h2>Would You Like To Climb On, Climb A Mile Six-Inches At A Time On Maynard's Dick!</h2><br /><br />Well tis almost three which means A Perfect Circle Is In 4 hours, Good Shit. Today school was mince and indeed in an incident involving a pen, myself and john were covered in ink, i now have a shirt resembling a white cosmos with blue stars. It was all very good at the time, revolving pen flying through the air, spraying blue ink then you look down and discover your shirt has been redesigned. fun, anyway since ive been ill today its been pretty shit all round.Anyways, i meetin pam ala front carriage of giffnock train then meetin sarah in town so its all good. :) Then afterwards im headin to the awkward place again with the lads for another of the gemma's parties, so its all good.<br /><br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:5302 2004-01-18T03:29:13Z 2004-01-18T13:50:24Z Nine Inch Nails - A Warm Place <h2>Nosferatu Man</h2><br /><br />Well, where the hell do i start? After being gone (well, from the net at least) for a good month and a ha........actually its not that long at all is it?<br />anyway, ill start with my last memory of doing something.......AH New Year! Well i say 'remember' and 'new year', bit of a contradiction there, especially since i don't think i even used the word 'remember' but anyway...<br />I think we went to the old Beanscene to begin with, infact we did. Infact that was the day before new year's eve so nevermind that. New years eve began like any other day, i got up, had a bath, went to goals (as always :S) then we headed back to mine to play the 'beer game', so good. Pam was meant to come but no she was a lazy sod. Then we had a swatch at my hollyoaks 2004 callendar then maw came home and busted us. The lads proceeded to exit at around 4:30, a miserable failure overall. The maw had a moanin sesh then i bomb-proofed toads crate and boosted it round to fitz's where we demolished it despite my best construction efforts, we proceeded to crush two more crates below the lads combined liver and then, when done, went to chuffys and drank him dry too. All good. Then i drank a tumbler of southern comfort (mistake no.1), by this time the beer was beginning to have an effect on me and myself sally and emily went round to some girls party where i ate her nuts (as in KP dry roasted, don't get any funny ideas) then pam texted proposing a meeting. I sed 'k', did she reply, did she buggery. She is a confirmed lazy sod. Then i went back to fitz's and by this time things were blurry, i somehow managed it to colins but then, for some inconceivably stupid reason i walked home BY MYSELF in the pouring rain (mistake no.2). I felt so shit, i was desperate to be in my house in the warmth, i finished some food i found in my pocket then looked at a sign, fuck knows which one and where but i couldn't read it AT ALL<br />i was like.....OMG A-HA-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, funiest thing ever. no idea why, just was.<br />(note to self: am tube)<br />Oh btw, comment of the month : "Dyu never get that like, when you open a bottle (eg:vodka/bacardi), you just HAVE to finish it?" - Mr.Edmund Barnard (Currently studying Astrophysics at Edinburgh University.)-(also living proof of why drinking by oneself is BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD)<br />Anyway, more recently i have been seen in rufus t's and the solid when ms.lamb jr blesses me with her appearance and undoubtedly the ed double team will crop up when you least expect it.<br />More recently, myself and andrew made a less awkward return to the awkward place where we made friends with and indeed got wasted with TEAM THURSO or Thurso Attack Squad or Tres Gemma or the Three Gemma's, whatever. However, Gemma Millar decided to show me how she would take on a burglar with a small ornimental sword, i said 'look you pathetic woman i would just do this' and with that i had it embedded in my thumb, I got stitches and a cool thumb brace (i'd give that a thumbs up - oh wait, i cant! ho ho! ) anyway, mcd got completely out his face and shouted 'its all fuckin gravy!' or 'BISTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO' all the way home.<br />'GRAVY GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANULLLLLES!'<br />or more precisely to newlands park where he lay on the road and wouldn't move. I phoned livie and got him on the case, soon andy was up at livies, crawling on the floor, dancing to rave tunes and being a general tube. But, it's all good in the clit hood, as they(whoever they are) say.<br />Well i'm sure ive done alot more than that (or at least i hope i do) but thats your lot cause im away to watch the crow.<br /><br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:4908 2003-11-25T00:04:30Z 2003-11-25T00:17:34Z Deftones - Teenager <h1>17</h1> Seconds of compassion,<br />17 seconds of peace,<br />17 seconds to remember that love is the energy behind which all is created,<br />17 seconds to remember all that is good,<br />17 seconds to forget all your hurt and pain,<br />17 seconds of faith,<br />17 seconds to trust you again,<br />17 seconds of radiance,<br />17 seconds to send a prayer up,<br />17 seconds is all you really need.<br />-Billy Corgan.<br /><br />.......age 17....im lovin it, :D.<br /><br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:4738 2003-11-24T20:57:57Z 2003-11-24T20:57:57Z Smashing Pumpkins - Adore <h2>..dressing coffins for the souls i've left to die..</h2><br />Well recently i havent been doing much, i've really only been sitting about on msn and sitting in school, fun.<br /><br><br />However, don't fret, its not all bad. On Wednesday im going to ....somewhere?!, with pam in honour of me becoming that bit closer to collecting a pension, my 17th.<br />Should be good. <br /><br><br />However this did pose the question of:<br />A) Tell mother about parents evening and indeed join her in being told i am a right sack.<br /><br><br />B)Don't tell mother and dinghy whole event and go out with pam.<br /><br><br />Naturally i chose the path of evil.<br /><br />laters <br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:4467 2003-11-23T13:52:57Z 2003-11-23T13:52:57Z Tool - The Grudge / Beck - Nicotine And Gravy <h2>...mike is a loser, so why don't we kill him?</h2><br />Hello People! Well its a sunday morning and im fuckin freezin cos *goes and checks*, no the heating isn't on, wheres the sense? i ask you. Anyway, 'what have i been upto?' i hear you say. Well, since you want to know....<br />Yesterday, i met young miss.sarah-alexandria in town and we went to buy my perfect circle ticket, it was cool because i havent seen her in ages and we had a nice wee chat about things. Anyways, then i stood and talked to malcolm for a bit before meeting pam and waiting a bit more for ed and then we went to rufus t's for a bit before going to get kate and gregor (pams sis and her mate)and then back to pub for more booze. then ed declared that alcohol was actually a good friend of his and under pressure from pam and kate, attempted to eat my neck, i however wasnt too keen so opted for the polite tap of teeth on his neck, he however, went for the impression of a hoover, a hoover with razor sharp teeth of course :S. Then pam decided, 'you know what, i can do that!' so she tried to eat my neck as well, then decided she didn't like her first effort so did it again. FUN!<br />Then we went to pizza hut, yes thats right, we 'hit the hut' and i had a nice pepperoni stuffed crust, fuck me it was nice. Then ed decided he couldn't work an atm so i had to do it for him, mike saves the day once again. Then he left to get the bus back to edinburgh and pam was all :(, so i sed, 'go on, hop on me back!' and i sprinted up to buchanan bus station......however we were too late. :(<br />aww well.<br />Then we went back to the pub for more boozy antics and myself and ms.lamb senior (kate) had a wee singalong to 'we're in this together' by nin, good shit and she created my lovely subject and header, awww, shes so lovely!....lol. then we got the train back to east kilbride and kate drove me home and pam did her dusty springfield impression and we had a singalong to 'loser', groovy.<br />....i'm done.<br />Now im sittin with a big teeshirt round ma neck to hide the scars and considerin starting ma homework......:( but i think ill get to it so laters.<br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:4143 2003-11-21T00:39:37Z 2003-11-21T17:49:58Z Coral Fang - Distillers / Mellon Collie - SP <h2>..so SHUTUP and BUY, BUY, BUY my new record, fuck you buddy, send more money..</h2><br /><br />Today, Craig, Christine and Myself boostin to see blur, they were good, im fucking freezing and thats about the jist of it. <br />Im going to bed now because....i am.<br />laters<br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:3853 2003-11-20T16:55:18Z 2003-11-20T16:55:18Z Blur - Out Of Time <h2>..it wasn't easy, but nothing is...</h2><br />Just back, school was mince. Gonna go get ready for BLUR BABY YEAH! Supposedly hangin with Pammy-baby tomorrow night but due to her track record I say 50/50 odds she's gonna come out 2moz, place your bets now people.<br />Do you ever feel that when you are happy, you just know something bads gonna happen and it generally does, or is that me?<br />Laters <br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:3644 2003-11-19T18:16:47Z 2003-11-19T18:18:24Z They'll Need A Crane - TMBG/ Drain The Blood - Distillers <h2>...we feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts and poured cement..</h2><br /><br />Well today the evil Ms.Guild has recommended that I change levels well miss.guild i'll tell you somethin, did i not get 97% for my nab? i think u'll find i did and if that ain't good enough i'm gonna bum, actually sodomise, you're stupid December Test, whip out the 100%, you see if i dont, foolish woman.<br /><br />Also today I have started my CST project alllll over again, cause flash has a problem with me and I can't be bothered resolving it, which i know makes no sense since im going to completely re-do a project but hey it makes sense in my head so check ma bad self! Im makin an AI program now, so far it says hello and asks you who you are only it asks you hello and how are you dependent on how you ask it, so if u say 'awright' it sez 'right' and if u say 'howdy' it says 'heylo' or somethin, its partially random so.....yeah. I'm lovin it.<br /><br />Going to Blur tomorrow with Christine and Craig, Yus.<br /><br />Just about finished my personal statement, gonna have the smith (guidance woman) check it over tomorrow and if its cool then its gone.<br /><br />My hair is growing so slowly im beginning to depair that it will never grow long enough. :(<br /><br />But Blur :D<br /><br />Laters<br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:3487 2003-11-18T00:50:19Z 2003-11-18T01:13:51Z Smashing Pumpkins - Where Boys Fear To Tread <h2>..but nobodies ever knew, nobodies felt like you, Love Is Suicide.</h2><br />Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening. Today i havent really done that much, went to school of course and went to the bakery for lunch as per usual, Steve Livie bought a big f-off apple pie thing and me n steve walker and gaz walker ate it. :). Cheers Steve. Then after school i basically did nothin then steve liv took me to his, inda-car and i saw gemma and kirsty, fun fun, we watched kerrang, mtv2 and stuff, playd some guitar and boosted back. I spoke to hannah briefly on msn, havent spoke to her properly in aggges and that brings me to how, Somehow i have ended up here, updating my LJ, it means im bored, which means im goin to bed. Laters. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:3103 2003-11-16T03:38:52Z 2003-11-16T03:42:33Z Smashing Pumpkins - Here Is No Why / Incubus - Make Yourself <h2>...but youth is wasted on the young.</h2><br /><br />Welcome To Nowhere Fast, Nothing Here Ever Lasts. Well yesterday i went to balloch (beside loch lo', na'mean) to see young Miss.Ciera, took 1.5hr's to get there :O, jeez-o. Anyways, once there the fun really began....stood in the rain for about 3hours then came home, nah it was pretty cool, her mates were really funny and we had a good time.<br />Today i went into town, fucked about till about 730 then went to strawberry fields with the brothers walker, livie, cumine (and friends) it was pretty good apart from the music which was 'Shiiiiite!'. Saw Dominique :) and met a nice young lady by the name of Monica. Good Shit.<br />Then Mr.Livie, The Mr's Walker and Myself went back to the Mr's house for a pizza and a few cold beers, Mr.Cumine turned up eventually, the scamp. Then proceeded to make tracks about......2? (around that.) and now its 3:39 am and im gonna retreat to bed.<br />Laters,<br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:2782 2003-10-30T01:08:11Z 2003-10-30T01:08:11Z <h2 align="center">..C-C-C-Cocaiiiiine!</h2><br /><i>'Leap of faith, do you doubt? Cut you in, I just cut you out'</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:2246 2003-10-25T00:34:18Z 2003-10-25T00:36:33Z Bullet Wirh Butterfly Wings-Sp / Them Bones-Alice In Chains <h2 align="center"> Bullet With Butterfly Wings </h2><br /><br />Today havent done particularly much, school was ok, guitar lesson with Mr.Fraser (a.k.a Mr.F, Fucksake and more recently 'Fuckface'- charming i know), was ok, think fitz gets a bit pissed off cos im learnin a bit slower than him, which is understandable, should really have single lessons, cheap-ass school, grr arrg.<br /><br />After school i met ms.lamb and went back to my house where she proceeded to break my computer chair, wobbles now, lol. We met ed n kenny in town and went to king tuts, smoked absolutely millions and then got train home bout...........11 and went up to steves, went for a run in the car with steve, gemma and kirsty, fun fun and now im home, 1:35am.<br /><br />Sorry if that was borin :P<br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:1840 2003-10-22T14:16:45Z 2003-10-22T14:16:45Z Travis - The Man Who / Smashing Pumpkins - Rocket Well today was the second day back at school and its safe to say, its still rubbish. Can't wait till uni, its gonna be so much better, i mean, sittin two advanced highers and 2 highers, thats like two uni courses and two modules, so hard, i just feel i could do so much better if i concentrated on one. failin maths, :(, ah well, moving on!<br /><br><br />Sent alanas letter, with a chomp and a menthol fagarette :), No reply as of yet. Was supposed to go out with pamela today but she couldn't cause she had to do her mad ucas form! :S, ah well, tonight i think im goin out with gemma n kirsty, hopefully, was supposed to see gemma last night but she got grounded, :(. Also think im becoming addicted to menthol lights, :S.<br /><br><br />Came home from school at lunchtime today cos it's leisure and i cant be fucked, *sigh*, so bored. anyway, im away for a bath, latres. <br />mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:1674 2003-10-20T00:16:30Z 2003-10-20T00:26:57Z Jack Off Jill - Clear Hearts, Smashin Pumpkins - Adore <h3 align="center"> Cherry Cola Is The Shit </h3><br />Well today wasnt quite as exciting as the last four but hey. I wrote alana a wee letter and im gonna stuff it with wee sweets and some cuppa soups or somethin, student life consists of nine pence noodles from tesco she tells me. :O. Anyway, spoke with pam, due to re-convene on friday, havent spoke to laura, fuck knows what happened there. Listenin to JOJ, :). Tomorrow im goin out with Steve Liv, Kirsty Liv, John Heavyhand and Gemma. Steve, John and myself are to pick the females up from williamwood for lunch at McDonalds altho that place is<h4> SO RANK </h4>, ewwwwww, anyway yeah, we shall see what happens, back to school in 36 hours time. ARGH, help! havent finished the old Uck-As form and still got shitloads of homework, but there aint nothin Mike cant do, Mwahahahahaha *is terrified *. <br />Mike urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:1497 2003-10-19T15:51:18Z 2003-10-19T15:51:18Z Smashing Pumpkins - Machina 2 / Huge Hits 98 Ahhh, meant to have been out today but mad wee so&so pamela didnt fone me. wee bugger. Meant to be goin out with Laura tonight but she's grounded so it looks like im stuck in for the first day in aggges.S'not so bad i suppose. Bought some cherry coke for 69p in safeway,Sarah is goin out with Stu, it's all good. :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:marquisinspades:589 2003-10-19T00:05:35Z 2003-10-19T00:19:24Z Siamese Dream - Smashing Pumpkins/ Re-Offender - Travis Hey, finally got this thing workin, groovy, thanks malcolm for giving me this. :). Well, The last few days have been pretty hectic so here we go. Well, a few days ago i went for a walk with cara to have a chat and i think we did somethin interesting like met someone but can't have been terribly interesting since i forgot. Anyway, met Andrew and we went for a walk upto Livies, at 2am, and we watched american psycho and played online bowling. :D, then i walked home, The next day i....met andrew and we walked about for a bit (at about 1am) then it was too cold so we went to andy's and watched the two towers (lord of the rings.) andy fell asleep so i left and met steve livie, just randomly about to brick my house. Fun. Makes you wonder, what the hell were the chances i would meet him? why did i? all that shit. Then the next day i watched the rest of two towers at andys, s'quite good actually, unlike andys Gimley jokes. Then that night i went upto steve livies with andy, spen, gary w, steven w and fitz to watch final destination 2, seen it before, pile of shite, anyway kirsty livie brought her two mates joanne and gemma and i ended up wasted but not as wasted as steve who k.o'd in the bath and spewed everywhere much to my great disgust. Then i got off with gemma who i thought was realy cool, and we got off for ages then we fell asleep but i think she regretted it when she woke up cause she didnt speak to me and didnt even say bye. gutted.<br />Later on i went to edinburgh to see my friend alana who goes to uni there, shes well cool and we had fun, she's all grown up! Feels weird. But hey shes got lots of cool friends and stuff up there so its all good, i think im gonna go back up soon and stay over so i can get wasted. yas.<br />Alana and Accelerator Dave walked me back to waverly station and i got to queen street and met andrew from work and walked down to central where i met cara, we got the neilston home to muirend, walked andy down to his mums and walked cara a wee bit round the road, so tired. <br />Mike